I've been feeling so upset these few days.
And though I say I don't know why, I actually do. It's just that I don't wanna say it out.

I keep my thoughts to myself.. So people don't have to worry about me. So I won't seem so vulnerable. So people will not understand me so easily.

I think a lot. I think a lot before I say things. I think a lot before I do some things. Sometimes those thoughts are unnecessary. Sometimes they aren't.

Like for example today, I was thinking a lot about how to get my stuff back from Joey. Thinking about what he would say, for the reason I give. I thought for 2 hours, and I finally said, "I don't know how to say but I want my HT neck back."

Omg, it didn't really come out properly. But I didn't know what else to say. So that was the best that I could come up with.

Sometimes I look for my closest friend(s) and I tell her/them that I feel sad... They will just say, "Don't be sad." :( Oh well...

And those people.. Whom I don't give a freaking damn about will come piss me off further on msn saying things like "Cry me a river." -_- ?? Annoying insensitive creature.

Sigh........