I feel a little happy,
and I feel a little sad.

I'm upset cos' I feel that I don't have a life.
I'm upset cos' my friends don't keep in touch with me.
I'm upset cos' P1 doesn't reply my sms.
I'm upset cos' I don't have time for recreation!!

However, I'm happy cos' I have a job.
I'm happy cos' I have made new friends.
I'm happy cos' I'm making money.
I'm happy cos' now people can't say that I'm wasting my life away.
I'm happy cos' now I can provide for myself.

As people always say, when you gain something, you lose something.
I guess I gained work experience, and money; but I lost touch from the life that I had.
So abruptly, I actually am shocked as well.
So abruptly, I'm still trying to adapt.

I hope this makes me more of a woman.
More of someone who can take hardships.
More of someone of use.

Now that I have some income, I wanna upgrade my handset. :x
And I wanna get that speedy.
But I don't know if I should. :/

Some people deserve having eyes rolled at them. Totally.
Like today, I had finished work and went to wait for my boyfriend to fetch me from the main lobby. There was this lady, working as what, bell girl or something. Anyhow, she was to greet guests when they enter the hotel, or to bid guests goodbye.

Then when I walked past she totally ignored me. That's alright, cos' if they do greet me, I feel kinda bad. But this lady, when I was already outside of the hotel, she came over to look at me from top to bottom. Oh what the heck? Oh please miss, for all you know, I may just be richer than you. Please watch where your eyes wander. It's really rude. -__-

Maybe tomorrow, if I go for high tea, when I see her, I will go up to her and tell her to watch her eyes. Just maybe. That has to depend on my mood. -whistles-

I AM SO TIRED COS OF WORK.

I BARELY HAVE A LIFE.

I MISS MY LIFE.

But I need the $.

Sigh..

Can't really list out the details of work cos it's kinda p n c. Don't wanna get sued cos of that. ~_~"

Wa! Lack of sleep totally takes a toll on me. I'm having headaches so frequently it's like EVERY SINGLE DAY.

Anyway today was my first day at work, and I thought it was great. Really enjoyed myself! =) I will take this job seriously. ;)

BTW, random info. I saw a HIV ad on MTV. It says like every 12 seconds someone gets a taste of HIV. That's freaky.. @_@

hi! I'm blogging with my phone right now. totally KO-ed earlier on tonight, just woke up, finding tt i'm alone.

Had the shock of my life at LV earlier on cos my bf's dad asked if i wanted any of the bags. he went - you want any? take your pick. and i wanted to hide into my shell like a hermit crab.

i don't know, maybe any other girl will have an orgasm upon hearing tt and chiong around the shop to choose one, but it felt so awkward to me. I was raised not to be greedy about such materialistic stuffs, and even if so, i should not accept expensive gifts from anyone (unless it's my husband?) :) so after that, came home and KO-ed straight.

tomorrow morning i have my first ever horntail run. hope i do fine! :) good night!

SERIOUSLY WTF. LOL.

Aussies suck. -__-"

You will never understand how I feel. So you can never understand my actions.

Why should I give you chance after chance, hope after hope, when I get disappointment after disappointment? In my heart, I knew that you were never gonna come find me tonight. But still, hearing that you won't come, hurts me.

I know how things are gonna turn out, but I still get upset. Why???? Wake up Serene. Wake up!!

Things never change. It will never change.

So what if it hurt me so much till I teared, till I cried? You don't get me. You don't get my point.

I seriously don't know why I do so much, when it doesn't reciprocate. Why should I go home early from meeting friends, just to see you, to spend time with you, when you stay till the end of gatherings? I should just stay, so my friends don't think that I'm "buay steady". But for you, I always thought it was worth it... To you, it just isn't the same.

Sad case.

TIPS SOLO-ED THE TARGA! :)
Took 4 hours. He's the man. xD

Was on twin coupon for 24hours. Makes me really happy! <333
But the lack of sleep made me really grumpy. :/

Anyway, the guild's falling apart. 走的走，散的散。 Really saddening to see that. But if the GM doesn't want to play back, I don't think that there's anything that I can do to revive the guild. Half of me is really sian, wanna find a new guild. But half of me, can't bear to. We started the guild together, all as friends. Anyway, most times I'm such a solo-man, I doubt it matters... Guild members never had boss nor training sessions together. Missed how SunshineClub was, but then again, kinda hated how I was treated. I'm fine being alone. ;)

FRIENDS! COME BACK! :( I MISS YOU!!
Water, I miss you so much. I know you won't ever see this. But you are/were the best maple husband I've ever had. You took care of every little detail, I didn't have anything to worry. You rock!
I miss you everytime that I log on. :)