Thursday, November 27, 2008
It has been a long time since I've spent so much time lazing with my boyfriend.. Waking up, seeing his face, and going to sleep with him right beside me. Totally love that feeling. :D He's the only one who can make me feel so complete. He's the only one who can change my mood 180 degrees, with just a word. He's the reason why I live on.On Sunday, we had our back adjusted. To my utmost horror, the specialist said that his backbone is out of alignment at several points. And if he continues to do strenuous exercise or carry heavy stuff, he might paralyze very soon. The thought of it terrorises me. But I'll always be by his side no matter what happens. :) Cos i love him.
Had a nightmare on Monday night.. Dreamt that I was dying. Some illness.. Cried like lots in my dreams. But didn't cry in real life. O.O Usually if I dreamt of others dying I'd soak my pillow up. But strange enough, my own death didn't bother myself as much. I suppose cos' I don't have many dreams.... At least right now, cos I know that I do not have the ability to reach my dreams, so I dare not set any goals.
Today, Wednesday morning, I too had some nightmares.
The first was that I was living in a very broken down state kinda house. And my gate and doors couldn't close proper. Was talking to a little girl, "Come in darling~" when two guys walked up the stairs and interrupted, "Who you calling darling?" -_- I obviously rolled my eyes and said I wasn't talking to them.. And one of the guys charged into my house with a chopper. DARN LAME! I stabbed his butt with a butter knife after some struggles. I even called the ambulance for him?! Dumb dream.
Next was one haunted house.. Like those by the road side but kinda underground.. Only small windows at the top of the room.. Can't remember too much about that..
Another was a chalet. LOL. Dreamt that it was my primary school mate's birthday and I went, emptyhanded cos my mum said that the chalet was for Christmas not for my friend's birthday so I didn't need to bring anything. Only recall eating Konnyaku jelly there. LOL.
Then I dreamt that i discovered someone's suicide note. O.O Like uber many pages... Can't recall the details. I can pen down these dreams now only cos when I just woke up I sms-ed my boyfriend and told him about them briefly, and fell back asleep. Sheesh.
Oh yes the worst nightmare of this morning is, that I dreamt of my ex boyfriend YET AGAIN. Like 4th or 5th time this 2 weeks. Gees. Dreamt of how he was holding on to me, unwilling to let me go, and I was crying and sobbing, thinking of my current boyfriend, also smsing him. LET ME GOOOOOO~ and get out of my mind + my life please, ex. Goodbye to you. Don't wanna keep dreaming about you.
Oh yes, congratulations to my da mi a.k.a. Juhua on leveling 70!! ^^v
Good night all, back to sleep. <3
I miss your beautiful smile.. 12:51 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
Hey! I've been cooking myself dinner these days.Yesterday I cooked myself fried rice..
:/
Tonight, I attempted something a little more challenging than fried rice. Cheesy meatballs! :D Self-invented alright. So proud of myself for that. My mum said it tastes nice too! Just a little too salty. But it was intended to be eaten with rice anyway. xD After adding rice to her plate, she agreed that it was just nice. ^^
Again, please don't mind the lousy presentation. :X Messy veggies, messy meatballs, messy soup. Hahaha! All in my stomach now. Here are the pictures:
Oh yes, I can't stop eating! I don't know why.. Maybe it's cos I started exercising? Is that possible?
Will be ringing up the driving instructor tomorrow.. Hope to get my license soon! ;) Good night all!
I miss your beautiful smile.. 11:18 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
| What Serene Means |
 You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. |
I miss your beautiful smile.. 4:39 PM
Hot Shot Hot Shot.. Watch till kinda blur. :X 3 more eps to go. "YOU GO GIRL!" :x gees, self motivation to finish the show. Don't laugh at me. 东方翔好帅啊！Don't get me wrong.. I'm not someone who idolise those idols. :D I just really love his shy shy moments, and his cool aura. Aiya, he's always so perfect looking in dramas. -thinks of boyfriend and melts- YEAH MAN MY BOYFRIEND IS SO PERFECT JUST LIKE HIM, or maybe even more perfect... -daydreams- 东方翔帅，周啟祥更帅！
Alright, enough of my mushy mushy words.. Gonna go find something to do, or go to bed le.. -AH CHOO- *shy, i think my dear is missing me* KAKAKA. byeeee~
I miss your beautiful smile.. 9:36 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I went out with Juhua yesterday night for dinner, and bought myself a skipping rope to keep fit! :D Just finished adjusting the length of the rope. ^^v Feel so excited.I sorted things out with Bubble last night before going to bed. Then thought about my mum, sent her 2 sms and went to sleep. Don't know what her reaction was like... Oh and just before I fall asleep, I remembered that she came and look at me sleep in the morning. >_< Right now I'm feeling quite bad about being so mean last night.. Gees.. Wonder what got into me. @_@"
OMGOMG my dearie sent me sms!! -SUPER HAPPY-
Oh yes I finished watching HotShot.. Now converting the full version, see if there's any difference.. ;D
I miss your beautiful smile.. 4:19 PM
Been looking for this blog skin the whole day, finally found it. Got what I wanted. ;) Well at least for today.
Had a quarrel with Ting just a while ago.. It was over a dumb issue, but I wasn't in a good mood cos of my mum. She just keeps irritating the shit out of me. And so, I kinda started the quarrel with Bubble.. A while later I apologised and she just replied "........". SHEESH!
MUM! CAN YOU STOP PISSING ME OFF? i'm so irritated by you everytime you ask so much. Just go on, have fun with your boyfriend, and not bother about me. Not like you did anyway... Now, even when I wanna buy something to stock up at home, I gotta think twice. You scolded me the other day for getting stuff from Mark's and Spencer. 我真是超不爽的。还有那电费！明明就不是我的错，你却责骂我。真是气死我了！
亲爱的男友，我好想你喔……明晚就能和你通电了！^^
Good night!
I miss your beautiful smile.. 12:20 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
I guess I got myself, to where I wanted to be.
I miss your beautiful smile.. 11:54 PM
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