i miss you so ♥

Monday, January 19, 2009

HIHI~ It's been long since i last blogged. Well, it's cos I've been staying over at my boyfriend's.. Don't really have the time to blog.

After a month long of 8 to 5, my dear has to stay in again. Shitass boring. But oh well, the new camp isn't so far away from his place. I hope he gets to book out every Friday night. :D Really do miss having him by my side though sometimes he gets so irritating that I just wanna pinch him.

My boyfriend IS a weirdo. I don't know why he's so weird. o.O [Maybe I'm a weirdo to him too.] Wahaha~ I just don't understand why he must drive so fast all the time when we obviously have a lot of time. And of course there are other things that we cannot see eye to eye about.

Friday and Sunday was just disappointment after disappointment. I fell ill on Thursday night, after watching Red Cliff II (which was a great show), and had to skip my driving lesson on Friday.

1. I asked my boyfriend to help me phone my instructor, which was also his instructor, and tell him that I wasn't feeling well, but he refused. Fine, I called on my own.

2. He went out at night with his friends, asked me to wait up for him. I waited and waited, till 2 am, and eventually got pissed. I had been telling him that I'm starving since around 12 am, but he just continues having fun with his friends. And when I thought he was coming back, he said that he'd be going straight home? (Doesn't that make my wait wasted?) Then he changed his mind just as I was about to fall asleep, then he was gonna come over. I waited till 4.30 am. And yes, I was having fever. I just thought, if he was the one having fever, and I was the one going out, he would have screamed his lungs out at me. I call this, multi-standard.

3. Yesterday, also his last day before booking in, he was gonna go out with Azure to shop for CNY clothes. In circumstances like this, he can only see that his friend needs his company to go shopping, and forgets totally that his girlfriend is still sick. Wanting to accompany him, I went out with them. Walking around crowded places was so taxing on my body. I felt like sleeping after walking for only 10 minutes. And when I walked a little slow, he raised his voice and asked why I was walking so slowly. -_-? Please, spare a thought for me.

When you were sick, I stayed by your side, took care of you. When you were hospitalised because of dengue, I went to visit you daily, before and after work. Why can't you spend a little more time with me, care for me a little more...? It doesn't feel good to be sick. And I'm sick of being neglected.

I miss your beautiful smile.. 12:17 PM

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It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...

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