Sunday, April 5, 2009
You will never understand how I feel. So you can never understand my actions.
Why should I give you chance after chance, hope after hope, when I get disappointment after disappointment? In my heart, I knew that you were never gonna come find me tonight. But still, hearing that you won't come, hurts me.
I know how things are gonna turn out, but I still get upset. Why???? Wake up Serene. Wake up!!
Things never change. It will never change.
So what if it hurt me so much till I teared, till I cried? You don't get me. You don't get my point.
I seriously don't know why I do so much, when it doesn't reciprocate. Why should I go home early from meeting friends, just to see you, to spend time with you, when you stay till the end of gatherings? I should just stay, so my friends don't think that I'm "buay steady". But for you, I always thought it was worth it... To you, it just isn't the same.
Sad case.
I miss your beautiful smile.. 1:33 AM