It's been 12 days since my last post. During this 12 days, my life had been a rollercoaster. Highs and lows.

Driving makes me really happy.. Just as my boyfriend said it would. It really takes my mind off things, cos' i gotta concentrate on the roads. I think it's so tough to be told where to turn. >_<" Like if I had it all planned in my head on where to go, it will be easier.

I held a job for a day, cos i quit the next. Being a waitress isn't really tough. Just that one has to stand for staggeringly long hours. Being a waitress at this certain place was an experience. Just hate the way some people treated me. But I seriously didn't quit cos of that, like what my mum thinks alright. :( I can't handle having a job which eats into my private time with my boyfriend over the phone. It's a MUST HAVE!

I waited for 5 days, my boyfriend finally booked out yesterday. But after seeing him for 8 hours, he had to book in, for guard duty. Sighs... Before we left home, I hugged him so tightly and buried my head in his chest. I didn't wanna let go. I just want to keep holding on to him, so he won't have to leave me. I tried not to cry cos I know it breaks his heart to see me upset. But I can't help it. I just sobbed so hard. Boyfriend, don't you ever leave me.. I need you.

Truthfully speaking, sometimes I'm really a little tired of settling guild disputes. But I can't stand seeing any of my friends upset, or not talking to one another. Getting myself involved in everything is so tiring. But I know they're all super nice people, and just at the spur of the moment, cannot put themselves in others' shoes. C'mon people! PEACE!