heh. suddenly miss being able to type on myy qwerty keyboard. so i swapped back to using my htc. looked through my old messages and photos. so nostalgic.

i was lying in bed, thinking about alot of stuff. probably pre-wedding jitters. but sometimes i really worry if he will one day cheat on me. hope it never happens. :)

i may seem really cool about certain stuff but inside me it's so turbulent. sometimes i wanna go crazy, but cos' it's won't make things any better, i just keep my feelings to myself.

i don't expect people to do whatsoever for me. it's rather, what can i do for people whom i care about. bu qiu hui bao! :) but inside hoping hao xin you hao bao.

Haha alright i'm gonna go try to sleep. night!

TODAY! I shall upload the pics of the cosmetic and skin care me and my mum bought yesterday PLUS today. :)


Eye shadow


Brush, BB Cream, Lipstick


Foundation, eyebrow brush, smokey eyes set


SKIN CARE + SAMPLES :D

*EXCLUSIVE!!!* Pic of me. (which I think might look like Thai ladyboy. LOL.) Cos' like people kept looking at my face when I was out today. Hmmm...?


Yes? No?

Today was 090909.
Cos' it's now past 12am, but I have yet gone to bed.

It's the BEST day I've ever had, since Mr X came back.

I woke up at 11am, but rolled around in bed cos' I had guests to my place. Didn't want them to see me in PJs. Fiddled with my iPod touch till the battery ran out. That was about 2 hours. Go buy UNO if you own an iPhone or iPod touch okay! It's fun! :D

Later on, after the guests left, me and mum went out to S'goon to get a painting framed.
Then started our shopping expedition.
Mission: To get stuff for my wedding.

Headed to town, Skin Food, and got myself Aloe Vera BB Cream. :D Oh yeah I finally got it. ^^v

Next stop, eye shadow. So we went over to iNouvi. Bought Purple Funk and Shocking Pink. The names sound really scarily loud. But it seriously isn't. So don't worry. :D
Then we walked around in search of press powder a.k.a. compact powder. Looked around in Skin Food at first, but the tones were too yellowish. Don't wanna look like a hag on my wedding day. Poked our noses around iNouvi, their shades were all yellow based too. BOOO. :(

Then we walked on, around Far East.. Just looking around. And we forgot that we're getting powder. Almost went home, but I suggested to continue walking. So we ended up in Tangs.

I went like "OOH! POWDER! MAC!" and mum went like "I don't like Mac. The powder isn't really good." But we went into Tangs anyway cos' there are sooo many cosmetic booths there.
Took a look at Shu Uemura's compact powder, but it was all yellow based too.

Finally settled on Benefit's compact powder name Champagne. Was slightly pinkish and light enough for my skin tone. YIPPEE!! :D But the thing was, the powder was out of stock. But the nice lady, Mandy, said she'll just order for us, and the goods are going to come in tomorrow, so we can collect it then. ;) Thank you Mandy!

Then we walked to Kiehl's! Mum said their sun block is really good. (I recommended her to try that brand cos' I saw on many mags that it's a really good brand.) So this lady came up, Yvon. She asked us what we wanted and stuff, we just looked around. I got mask for my face. Brightening Botanical Hydrating Mask and a pimple + pimple scar vanisher thingy. :D Mum got a hydrating oil (to use as moisturiser), some eye cream, and we got alot of samples to try. :D So nice right. ^^ Love her service.

Then we got a call from Mr X, and remembered that we had to buy some chicken drumsticks and stuff, cos' he wanted to cook me something delicious. And so we took the train home.

SHOPPED AROUND LIKE CRAAAAAZY IN NTUC. LOL.

Bought MINI Magnum. YUM. I love it totally. :D

Okay, time to wash off my mask now. :P

LOVE YOU MUMMY.

I've been feeling so upset these few days.
And though I say I don't know why, I actually do. It's just that I don't wanna say it out.

I keep my thoughts to myself.. So people don't have to worry about me. So I won't seem so vulnerable. So people will not understand me so easily.

I think a lot. I think a lot before I say things. I think a lot before I do some things. Sometimes those thoughts are unnecessary. Sometimes they aren't.

Like for example today, I was thinking a lot about how to get my stuff back from Joey. Thinking about what he would say, for the reason I give. I thought for 2 hours, and I finally said, "I don't know how to say but I want my HT neck back."

Omg, it didn't really come out properly. But I didn't know what else to say. So that was the best that I could come up with.

Sometimes I look for my closest friend(s) and I tell her/them that I feel sad... They will just say, "Don't be sad." :( Oh well...

And those people.. Whom I don't give a freaking damn about will come piss me off further on msn saying things like "Cry me a river." -_- ?? Annoying insensitive creature.

Sigh........