HOLA!

I turn 20 tomorrow. HAHA. Last day of teenage~~ Happy, and saaaaaaaad. Old le, must be more responsible le. :X

I went Thailand a week plus back. HAHA. First day bought so many stuff. >_> After that was so damn budget. But I loved the island! :)) And Noi, the fireworks guy. :D Anyone wanna go Koh Samed tell me okay. I help you contact Noi for cheap lodging, A-class bungalows at the beach front. ;)

Went ScratchDog in Thailand. Starting no one there.. Like freaking boring. But the music's cool. THEN, more and more people came. WOW~ @_@ (anyway i sneaked in. COS in Thai, you gotta be 20 to get into clubs.) HAHA!

SOMEBODY CALL 911! SHAWTY FIRE BURNING ON THE DANCE FLOOR!!!!! <3<3
and and
MY LIPS LIKE SUGAR~~~ THIS CANDY GOT YOU SPRUNG~~ SO CALL ME YOUR SUGAR~~~~ YOU LOVE YOU SOME!!~~~ <33333

AHAHA LOL. I'm freaking bo liao. Bored at home right now. :(:(

Just now went to eat at Carousel.
Gah. It's only slightly cheaper than The Line @ Shangri-La.
I seriously will recommend everyone to go to The Line instead. :)
The seafood spread is much better over there. More Fresh!
And Shang's dessert spread is like TOTAAAALLY alot. :)
Oh and Shang's chocolate fondue's muuuuuuuch better. The choc is YUMMY. :)
THEN AH, Carousel charged one cuppa Orange Juice $11++. >_>
AND I HAD A BIT OF PLASTIC IN MY MINI CHAWANMUSHI.... D:
OYA and Shang has oysters!! Carousel doesn't! :P
So, go to The Line ok! :X
(Wah, free advertisement. ^^v)

It's been pretty much a turbulent month.
So many ups and downs.

I'm gonna get married.
:)

Supposingly happy event but somehow I feel that it has made us kinda drift apart instead of growing closer.

Maybe it's just my thinking. But I just feel that way.

I may be strong, but I am insecure.. :(
Show me you love me if you do...

Everytime I think about it, I feel like crying.
It's not that I wanna stress you up.
I'm trying my best to help you in whatever way I can.
But money matters, I'm afraid I can't do much.
I'm really sorry.

You asked, if I have ever thought of being with someone else.
No, I haven't.

You asked if I have ever thought of breaking up with you.
Sure I have, when I feel like crap...

You're not the only one who needs to be comforted. I do too.

Love you always. :)