Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I feel a little happy,
and I feel a little sad.
I'm upset cos' I feel that I don't have a life.
I'm upset cos' my friends don't keep in touch with me.
I'm upset cos' P1 doesn't reply my sms.
I'm upset cos' I don't have time for recreation!!
However, I'm happy cos' I have a job.
I'm happy cos' I have made new friends.
I'm happy cos' I'm making money.
I'm happy cos' now people can't say that I'm wasting my life away.
I'm happy cos' now I can provide for myself.
As people always say, when you gain something, you lose something.
I guess I gained work experience, and money; but I lost touch from the life that I had.
So abruptly, I actually am shocked as well.
So abruptly, I'm still trying to adapt.
I hope this makes me more of a woman.
More of someone who can take hardships.
More of someone of use.
Now that I have some income, I wanna upgrade my handset. :x
And I wanna get that speedy.
But I don't know if I should. :/
I miss your beautiful smile.. 3:19 AM