i miss you so ♥

Thursday, November 27, 2008

It has been a long time since I've spent so much time lazing with my boyfriend.. Waking up, seeing his face, and going to sleep with him right beside me. Totally love that feeling. :D He's the only one who can make me feel so complete. He's the only one who can change my mood 180 degrees, with just a word. He's the reason why I live on.

On Sunday, we had our back adjusted. To my utmost horror, the specialist said that his backbone is out of alignment at several points. And if he continues to do strenuous exercise or carry heavy stuff, he might paralyze very soon. The thought of it terrorises me. But I'll always be by his side no matter what happens. :) Cos i love him.

Had a nightmare on Monday night.. Dreamt that I was dying. Some illness.. Cried like lots in my dreams. But didn't cry in real life. O.O Usually if I dreamt of others dying I'd soak my pillow up. But strange enough, my own death didn't bother myself as much. I suppose cos' I don't have many dreams.... At least right now, cos I know that I do not have the ability to reach my dreams, so I dare not set any goals.

Today, Wednesday morning, I too had some nightmares.

The first was that I was living in a very broken down state kinda house. And my gate and doors couldn't close proper. Was talking to a little girl, "Come in darling~" when two guys walked up the stairs and interrupted, "Who you calling darling?" -_- I obviously rolled my eyes and said I wasn't talking to them.. And one of the guys charged into my house with a chopper. DARN LAME! I stabbed his butt with a butter knife after some struggles. I even called the ambulance for him?! Dumb dream.

Next was one haunted house.. Like those by the road side but kinda underground.. Only small windows at the top of the room.. Can't remember too much about that..

Another was a chalet. LOL. Dreamt that it was my primary school mate's birthday and I went, emptyhanded cos my mum said that the chalet was for Christmas not for my friend's birthday so I didn't need to bring anything. Only recall eating Konnyaku jelly there. LOL.

Then I dreamt that i discovered someone's suicide note. O.O Like uber many pages... Can't recall the details. I can pen down these dreams now only cos when I just woke up I sms-ed my boyfriend and told him about them briefly, and fell back asleep. Sheesh.

Oh yes the worst nightmare of this morning is, that I dreamt of my ex boyfriend YET AGAIN. Like 4th or 5th time this 2 weeks. Gees. Dreamt of how he was holding on to me, unwilling to let me go, and I was crying and sobbing, thinking of my current boyfriend, also smsing him. LET ME GOOOOOO~ and get out of my mind + my life please, ex. Goodbye to you. Don't wanna keep dreaming about you.

Oh yes, congratulations to my da mi a.k.a. Juhua on leveling 70!! ^^v

Good night all, back to sleep. <3

I miss your beautiful smile.. 12:51 AM

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