I really am suffocating here. Luckily not many people know about this blog. So I can rant here.
The difference in our way of bringing up children is driving me crazy. I try to give in whenever possible but it makes me grumpy.
I want to be financially independent.
I want a place of my own.
I want to be able to bring him up by myself!
:)

I miss my long hair. This short hair is ugly as shit.

Why on earth did I go cut my hair? Maybe cos' I don't like people to keep repeating "You should cut your hair you know, it's so warm."

I'm so fat. :(

No one's considerate about the way I feel... Other than probably my mum. Everyone keeps saying I'm fat. My husband keeps calling me ah bui. :( Sad.

If your boyfriend makes you wait for hours, and doesn't even wanna wait 5 minutes for you, he will make you wait 2x longer, and wait for you 0.5x longer when you get married!!

Both my dearie and I got quite a few messages from friends, congratulating our marriage. Others said stuff like "Wa, didn't invite me.." or "Wow, you're married and you didn't tell me!" stuff like that.

If you said that cos' you felt left out, I'm really sorry.

If you said that cos' you want us to feel bad, I'm sorry too.

It really was meant to be a private event for family, and only friends who knew about it were invited to come. We didn't go around announcing our wedding.

There are people whom we tried keeping in touch with, sometimes, by dropping sms. But it's either they don't reply, or somehow, they're too busy to fit us in their schedule for a little lunch or dinner, or just catching up.

Are friends still considered as friends when you don't keep in touch?

I have many acquaintances and friends. But I have less than 10 close friends.
Friends who really know how I think and feel, what I'm going through.
Friends whom I really know how they think and feel, and what they are going through.

To my dearest friend of all, Gigi, thank you for always being there when I needed you.
To my next dearest friend, Juhua, thank you for always being there though sometimes you make me vomit blood. HAHA!

I suppose it takes 2 hands to clap. When both regard each other as their close friend, then will they maintain constant contact with each other, make an effort to know how the other person is getting along in life, and try to be part of every event (even mentally).

To my husband, I love you. :D
You're my bestest bestest friend.
You always make me laugh, sometimes make me cry.
You work so hard for us.
Thank you so very much.

heh. suddenly miss being able to type on myy qwerty keyboard. so i swapped back to using my htc. looked through my old messages and photos. so nostalgic.

i was lying in bed, thinking about alot of stuff. probably pre-wedding jitters. but sometimes i really worry if he will one day cheat on me. hope it never happens. :)

i may seem really cool about certain stuff but inside me it's so turbulent. sometimes i wanna go crazy, but cos' it's won't make things any better, i just keep my feelings to myself.

i don't expect people to do whatsoever for me. it's rather, what can i do for people whom i care about. bu qiu hui bao! :) but inside hoping hao xin you hao bao.

Haha alright i'm gonna go try to sleep. night!

TODAY! I shall upload the pics of the cosmetic and skin care me and my mum bought yesterday PLUS today. :)


Eye shadow


Brush, BB Cream, Lipstick


Foundation, eyebrow brush, smokey eyes set


SKIN CARE + SAMPLES :D

*EXCLUSIVE!!!* Pic of me. (which I think might look like Thai ladyboy. LOL.) Cos' like people kept looking at my face when I was out today. Hmmm...?


Yes? No?

Today was 090909.
Cos' it's now past 12am, but I have yet gone to bed.

It's the BEST day I've ever had, since Mr X came back.

I woke up at 11am, but rolled around in bed cos' I had guests to my place. Didn't want them to see me in PJs. Fiddled with my iPod touch till the battery ran out. That was about 2 hours. Go buy UNO if you own an iPhone or iPod touch okay! It's fun! :D

Later on, after the guests left, me and mum went out to S'goon to get a painting framed.
Then started our shopping expedition.
Mission: To get stuff for my wedding.

Headed to town, Skin Food, and got myself Aloe Vera BB Cream. :D Oh yeah I finally got it. ^^v

Next stop, eye shadow. So we went over to iNouvi. Bought Purple Funk and Shocking Pink. The names sound really scarily loud. But it seriously isn't. So don't worry. :D
Then we walked around in search of press powder a.k.a. compact powder. Looked around in Skin Food at first, but the tones were too yellowish. Don't wanna look like a hag on my wedding day. Poked our noses around iNouvi, their shades were all yellow based too. BOOO. :(

Then we walked on, around Far East.. Just looking around. And we forgot that we're getting powder. Almost went home, but I suggested to continue walking. So we ended up in Tangs.

I went like "OOH! POWDER! MAC!" and mum went like "I don't like Mac. The powder isn't really good." But we went into Tangs anyway cos' there are sooo many cosmetic booths there.
Took a look at Shu Uemura's compact powder, but it was all yellow based too.

Finally settled on Benefit's compact powder name Champagne. Was slightly pinkish and light enough for my skin tone. YIPPEE!! :D But the thing was, the powder was out of stock. But the nice lady, Mandy, said she'll just order for us, and the goods are going to come in tomorrow, so we can collect it then. ;) Thank you Mandy!

Then we walked to Kiehl's! Mum said their sun block is really good. (I recommended her to try that brand cos' I saw on many mags that it's a really good brand.) So this lady came up, Yvon. She asked us what we wanted and stuff, we just looked around. I got mask for my face. Brightening Botanical Hydrating Mask and a pimple + pimple scar vanisher thingy. :D Mum got a hydrating oil (to use as moisturiser), some eye cream, and we got alot of samples to try. :D So nice right. ^^ Love her service.

Then we got a call from Mr X, and remembered that we had to buy some chicken drumsticks and stuff, cos' he wanted to cook me something delicious. And so we took the train home.

SHOPPED AROUND LIKE CRAAAAAZY IN NTUC. LOL.

Bought MINI Magnum. YUM. I love it totally. :D

Okay, time to wash off my mask now. :P

LOVE YOU MUMMY.